Wednesday, July 30, 2008

i know enough to turn your world topsy-turvy just like that


-snaps fingers-



but yet you choose to turn against me without even listening to my side of the story


betrayal is fair game as long as I'm betrayed first.


too bad for you :)

Sunday, July 27, 2008

i see your name


the cursor goes over it



it hovers there



a sad smile.




it moves away.





-click-







there are stories to write anyway.
it's only human.


I'm only human.




"... all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness."

The Declaration of Independence



Being able to seek your own happiness is a God-given right.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

I choose to believe that you're a Godsend.

you make me smile,
please stay for a while.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

i don't know if it's a blessing or a curse to be able to pace my booze intake.


cos clubbing is normally about taking care of drunk friends.


last night i was stuck with 2 drunk pairs who liked to disappear into thin air.


whenever i found one pair, they would be like, "Where are ***** and ******? They're probably fucking somewhere lah!"


So I'd go look for the other pair, who would prolly NOT be having sex (thankfully), but trying to puke in the toilet. Then they'd try to yell to me like i was 15m away, when really i was standing almost next to them.


"DID YOU SEE M****** and I**** making out? They're probably having sex now lah! GO CHECK ON THEM, WE'RE FINE!"



so i think i walked/jogged/staggered around riverwalk quite a lot to-and-fro, trying to locate them. It didnt help that i drank on an empty stomach.


THEN. When i finally managed to herd all of them out to get a cab,


"I DARE YOU TO JUMP IN THE RIVER!"

"OKAY! I HAVEN'T SWAM IN A LONG TIME!"



and they were serious.


i've never run so fast in my whole life to drag 2 drunkards away from the river edge.




gawddddd....





ok lah, but it's pretty entertaining.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

this has to be the sexiest number of all time.


Sunday, July 13, 2008

Do people draw life advice from movie lines?


Should I?


Ah well. I don't think it's wrong to want to be happy.

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Lesson of the month:

Durians have a high mortality rate.


Out of the 10 durians that Tim and I lugged back to his house from the nearby forest,



5 were rotten and

3 were unripe but turned out to be rotten later on.





BUT



the 2 smallest durians which were ripe, were HEAVENLY.



That was worth the whole night of scratches, waiting and being laughed at by uncles who mocked our puny torchlights while brandishing their tok kong ones


We now know why durians are so expensive.

Saturday, July 05, 2008

you don't need a ranty blog post.

Or a long phone call,

or a face-to-face scolding,

or colourful language.




Just one word and I'll know how disappointed you are.

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

Thanks to Serena's reccomendation, I 'acted busy' and did this handwriting analysis instead of editing stories. Tsk. I'm horrible.


Here are my results. Judge for yourselves!:


Hong Ian has difficulty making decisions. His mind changes constantly. He lives in an emotional tug of war. Hong Ian could be described like a thermometer. Today warm and friendly, yet tomorrow he may be distant and cold, not wanting to be close to anyone.

Some research indicates that people with a severe variety in the slant of their handwriting have an inability to tolerate sugar and are suffering the side-effects of too much sugar in their diet. If moods swings are a reoccurring issue, investigate the diet.

If Hong Ian encounters a situation he cannot handle he frequently pulls into himself. He feels his emotions are secure if he is withdrawn. When he has solved the problem he can be very outgoing and again need other people's companionship. Some see Hong Ian as very moody, but it it would be more accurate to say he has two complete personalities that he chooses depending on the circumstance. This type of person is often hard to understand because no one knows what personality he is exhibiting today. He may not be bothered by something one minute, then the next minute become upset at the same thing. It is very difficult to pin down Hong Ian's emotional expressiveness.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Hong Ian doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Hong Ian is talkative. He enjoys talking and socializing. He may talk when there is absolutely nothing important to say. He enjoys speaking.

Hong Ian can be defiant. He sometimes has the attitude that if someone doesn't like it the way he is doing it, then they can just "go to hell!" This trait may reveal itself in a rebellious nature that is always ready to resist forces which he thinks are infringing upon his freedom of action.

Diplomacy is one of Hong Ian's best attributes. He has the ability to say what others want to hear. He can have tact with others. He has the ability to state things in such a way as to not offend someone else. Hong Ian can disagree without being disagreeable.

In reference to Hong Ian's mental abilities, he has a very investigating and creating mind. He investigates projects rapidly because he is curious about many things. He gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but he soon must slow down and look at all the angles. He probably gets too many things going at once. When Hong Ian slows down, then he becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, he must slow down to do it. He then decides what projects he has time to finish. Thus he finishes at a slower pace than when he started the project.

He has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. His mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. He can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Hong Ian can then switch into his low gear. When he is in the slower mode, he can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. He is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Hong Ian is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. He needs to visualize the end of a project before he starts. he finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said he plans everything he is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Hong Ian basically feels good about himself. He has a positive self-esteem which contributes to his success. He feels he has the ability to achieve anything he sets his mind to. However, he sets his goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". He has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, he will not take great risks, as they relate to his goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, his self-perception is better than average.

Hong Ian has a tendency to put things off, Hong Ian procrastinates. He sometimes pretends to be busy, so he will not have to do whatever he is putting off. He is often late to appointments or deadlines. This usually leads to a great amount of effort at the last minute to meet the deadline. Procrastination is an important factor as it relates to his output on the job or at school. Remember, Hong Ian will put it off until later. Procrastination is easily overcome through a simple stroke adjustment in the handwriting.

Hong Ian exaggerates about everything that has a physical nature. Although he may not intend to deceive or mislead, he blows things way out of proportion because that is the way he views them. He will be a good story teller. This exaggeration relates to all areas of his material world. Hong Ian allows many people into his life because he is accepting and trusting. He is sometimes called gullible by his friends. That only really means that he trusts too many people. Hong Ian has a vivid imagination.

Hong Ian has a very unusual lower zone y loop. If the data input is correct, Hong Ian's y or g is large and opens up to the left side of the page. This is not a common trait, but the implications are very interesting. As you begin to study handwriting analysis, you will learn any loop indicates imagination. This lower loop indicates the amount of imagination Hong Ian has regarding sex and physical things. So, his lower zone stroke is large, so his sexual imagination is large and open. Furthermore, because the loop is incomplete and extends to the left, this indicates a particular fascination with certain aspects of sexuality that have not been fulfilled, yet. In a nutshell, Hong Ian is open to some very new ideas sexually and is willing to try anything once.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Hong Ian has left some white space on the left side of the paper. Hong Ian fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion moving the entire writing rightward as he moves down the page. If this is true, then Hong Ian has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on. The right side of the page represents the future and Hong Ian is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. Hong Ian is leaving the past behind and moving on to what he perceives as an exciting and enticing future.