Thursday, March 27, 2008

Hilarious. Watch.


Sunday, March 23, 2008

I'm bad with words.


Whatever I say offends easily if you don't know me well enough.



Well, all I can say is,



If you don't already love me, you'll probably hate me.

Thursday, March 20, 2008

WIN FREE MOVIE PASSES HERE!!!

Sunday, March 16, 2008

heh ql saved my blog.

Saturday, March 15, 2008

omg i dont know what i have done to this blog

Friday, March 14, 2008

no one ever understands me.


not even the love of my life.



oh well. Im just a misfit.



Should really consider becoming a goatherd in the Swiss Alps.

Monday, March 10, 2008

I won't hate you, I never will.


I'll only hate myself.

Friday, March 07, 2008

Live Twice (Darius)

Don't leave now
Not yet
They're words I
Regret
And I'm sorry
Somehow
I only
Wanted to make you proud

If I could only let you know
I'd give up everything I own
For just one more day with you
There's nothing I wouldn't do
How could I let it pass me by
If I make every sacrifice
To bring me back your love
If only we could live twice
If only we could live twice

When you told me
I froze
It still echoes
In my soul
Please forgive me
If I didn't say
I love you
Every single day

If I could only let you know
I'd give up everything I own
For just one more day with you
There's nothing I wouldn't do
How could I let it pass me by
If I make every sacrifice
To bring me back your love
If only we could live twice
If only we could live twice

Nobody told me we'd only get one chance
I didn't know that our time would turn so fast
Why we have to say goodbye I don't understand

If I could only let you know
I'd give up everything I own
For just one more day with you
There's nothing I wouldn't do
How could I let it pass me by
If I make every sacrifice
To bring me back your love
If only we could live twice

I could not let it pass me by
Nothing I give to sacrifice
To bring me back your love
If only we could live twice
If only we could live twice
We'll meet in another life
If only we could live twice


i miss you baby, this one's for you.


it's been almost 8 months since you left,

I miss you, Granny

Saturday, March 01, 2008

you ARE different


but when the old, untrusting loser comes out, shouldnt you help me get him out of sight?



instead of harping on the idea that i should trust you no matter what, shouldnt you help me beat back my doubts instead of you going "if that's what you think, I cant help you", just like you always do.



i really do want to trust you, but i need your help to help beat back the ghosts of my past.


if i cant call you baby, i probably will never will able to call anyone that ever again.

You werent a nobody. You were EVERYTHING to me.

And now, I have nothing.



i wouldnt blame you for hating me, because i hate myself for being who i am.
Mom, Lynette, Charmaine C, I hate all of you for making me who i am.
i hope you find your happiness, cos i know i will never find mine.



i dont care whether you believe me or not, but i love you. So much that it hurts.