i quit smoking


God help me stay alive

i will not wash our dirty linen in public.
Just remind me not to go so hard on myself for your comfort next time.
and remind me to hide my past from you from now on.
i love you.

its the day before my birthday.



i slept about 3 hrs last night cos i was staying back in school to prepare for carnival.


i have been up since trying to get stuff together, doing the work of others for them (and they get paid for it) and organise manpower. All this while some people ignore my instructions, tell me last minute that they dont have what i asked for 3 weeks ago, and simply sit on their asses not lifting a finger to help.


happy birthday cheak. you lucky fucker.

happy deepavali, peter.



-vobblellls head-