2 weeks of blissful ignorance have passed.



its back to Singapore again.







whatever happens in Nias, STAYS in Nias.

An earthquake which hit 7.9 on the richter scale just hit Indonesia.




Nias faces a tsunami threat.



and im flying there on Saturday.







if i die, will you cry?

o,O i dont know if i ought to be scared or not.


just now as i was walking back home from the bus stop, i thought i heard someone (who sounded like vera) call out my name, so i turned over my shoulder to look.


there was no one there.


and i realised i looked over my shoulder.



then when i was in the kitchen just past midnight, i heard shuffling feet and what sounded like a woman crying, but when i checked, everyone was in bed.



now, its 1.30am and the toilet door which was left slightly ajar keeps bouncing on and off the door frame.






ohoh.

i thought things had changed after so long
i imagined you would have matured
but nothing seems to be different
you're just the same as her
and frankly, im pretty disappointed in you.

because i got a lil bored online and spent sometime doing this (which involved an annoying amount of math), i shall put it up.

hui's birthday is tommorow


my lappie's battery life is a fucked up 22%,

this means that it only lasts 50 mins when fully-charged.

i need a new battery/new laptop.



its infuriating.






plenty of things i wish i could do all over again


even more things i wish i had never done


lots of things i wish i could have



lots of experiences i wish i will go through







but oh well, this is what predestination has dealt me, so i guess i'll just live with it.






impossible to live without regrets