honestly, i'm exhausted.


i've been trying. i AM trying.


its just too much, but i am convinced that i can only perform under pressure.


i'm sorry i'm an ass. i'm sorry that i'm weird. i'm sorry that i choose the most practical way over all the wishy-washy beautiful dreams you have. i'm sorry.

i'm sorry im fucking tired. i'm sorry that some people do not respond to emails. i'm sorry that i do not run the group YOUR way.


i'm sorry that i choose NOT to show that i am putting in effort.


i'm sorry.



and i'm fucking sorry that you are NOT the leader for THIS project.


so for once, can we have it done MY WAY?




i'm trying to secure an A for everyone. help me out here.